Live While Living

We're on a roll and each kiss of dawn, takes us closer to the edge of time

for our time here is as fleeting as cloud flakes,

melting too soon in the hot sun we build and break till we get it right,

we plant and prune till the height is right this edge that surrounds us, with its thorny jokes, we stitch mirth into our tears

Every embrace with the uncertainties of sleep takes us closer to the edge of time

for we turn and toss, dream of strange or familiar faces in distant places or near we rock in our groove,

we stand like dummies wondering what life's all about we dig our feet in and out again, strutting forward, living is not for cowards.

Samuella Conteh is a poet, writer and human rights professional from Sierra Leone.

Undecided

Flames twisted and tongues tied.

The question is whether they are surprised.

Lappas folded, kotoku tied.

Mama Koju from over Congo Town side,

Made her own way, and walked all on her own accord.

Her voice, no louder than screams we’ve heard before.

It’s the echo that’s eerie!

Her back is weary.

She’s been carrying Salone for too long.

Santigie offered to help, standing at the corner of Port Loko.

So did Omolaja at the tip of Waterloo.

But she kept trekking, like a Soldier,

No bolder than what we’ve seen before.

It’s her attire that’s stunning!

There are no RPGs by her side.

Inside a calabash she has no grenades,

Just a couple of kola nuts,

And water.

She is no daughter of Kings, or Paramount Chiefs,

She is an old woman who has seen it all.

Who breathed smoke from the nostrils of AK-47s,

And exhaled courage into the life of the bush,

Where she ran then from Pademba to Mile 91.

She walks now, not because of pride, or obligation.

There are no fortifications, she hasn’t stormed through.

Pa Alimami inquired no justification,

He picked up his wooden carved cane, and walked too!

Fear in their eyes, swollen from the strain of wisdom.

What they know they must have seen in Makeni,

That they do not want to see again at Kingtom.

Sabina ran to their side, tugging for an answer.

But they walked and continued silently.

No more silent than six feet underneath the dust of past epidemics that are now settled.

It’s the focus of their eyes that’s heartbreaking!

Their protest is becoming more clearer.

Who in this world does not want alafia?

After you have been hit with stones, bullets, bones, bodies,

Stories of survival haven't been enough to empower you?

You still run to fire, smoke,

Away from water, hope?

What else are the elders to do?

Sit by you still?

While you still sight your kill?

Even when it pays to be a different kind of hunter,

Who pray instead of prey,

On the lives of all your kin.

Mama Koju and Pa Alimami desire to bring,

On their walk,

From Congo Cross to Koinadugu,

No words, eyes straight, back weary, cane slapping the ground!

No other companions.

This is a trip for the Elders.

All our lives they’ve been whispering parables into our ears,

No more wiser than what we’ve seen and felt ourselves.

It's our stubbornness that’s confusing.

So they have had enough.

If we refuse to learn from their mistakes,

What we inherit becomes what we create.

Hate that grew from the crack in the concrete,

That has been dividing Sierra Leone

from pre-colonial to partisan conflicts.

We seem to always seek to thrive,

Wherever hate and politics collide.

As if we only see the good in us divided,

Provided we benefit.

But this is it, the Elders say.

No more words,

Nothing we haven’t heard before.

If we cannot learn from the past, surely one day, the past will be lost to us forever.

And we will continue burning, killing, fighting, shooting, running, politicizing.

Just to be King over Kin.

As if we only know the good in us divided,

In the end, no one left to confide in.

Back again to square one,

King or Kin.

King or Kin.

King or Kill.

Akindele TM Decker is a Poet and Writer based in Washington D.C

Harmattan

how does one go back to the cold after seeing the sun?

too often we forget that the light casts shadows

and that her rays do burn sometimes

and her beams blind as they illuminate

that the devil is an angel too


sweet little devil with the broken halo

kissed me lonely and let me go

sweet little devil with the broken halo

kissed me lonely and made it so

how does one go back to the cold after seeing the sun?


after feeling her rays spill on me like the rain

after hearing her lips spill out my name

after tasting the sweet bitterness of her kiss


she smiled like the rain

don't ask me how.

but it washed over you,

it took you over.

i always find myself writing about her smile.


she was a poet's wet dream;

one could never capture her essence on paper.

but something about her compelled you to try.

so every now and again i find myself trying to do justice to the way how she brought out the sun.

the way she laughed made a man desire to change his life's mission -

'cause surely there could be no higher calling than making sure those bursts of heaven came in steady supply.


and i find myself rambling sometimes

whenever she deigns to trespass upon my state of unconsciousness

because for all her magic, she is not welcome here anymore


how does one go back to the cold after seeing the sun?


I've since been trying to figure this out

but i do not know how to not need her

i have never been one for moderation


i do not fall

i plummet

i do not bleed

i hemorrhage

this liquor burning through my belly holds no answers 

this burning in my lungs solves nothing 

pale imitations of the sun do not suffice it seems

how does one go back to the cold after seeing the sun?

I do not know.



but you left...

...and it's been cold here ever since.

Tarik Ali is a musician, writer and poet from Sierra Leone


The Shook Penis

Sir, your penis doesn't devalue me

You are not that special

I am not made cheap or expensive by your penis

I am not a box of fine products , that when the lid is broken, the value decreases

Sir, it is strange

That you see me that way

I am not a slave

I am not for sale

I am not a tin of sardines

Or some other ridiculousness

You cannot devalue me - you don't have that power

Sir, you are a man, a faulty man, a regular man, a rich and powerful man

You are whoever you decide you are

But what you are not is my god, my master, my manufacturer, my purchaser , my seller.

If you believe a woman is dirty when you touch her, maybe take a look at your hands , your heart, your morality.

Sir, you are not a god.

I am not a sealed or unsealed product. Therefore, I cannot be devalued or valued as such.

I am human. Flesh like you . Equal as you . I am valuable too, because I am human.

Rosaline Johnson is a poet , singer and student based in Freetown, Sierra Leone.

Hair

I love your hair.

I love your smile when

I tell you so,

You blink your brown eyes,

And wave your hand,

Like you get that a lot;

But you don’t.

I know so,

So I tell you this:

I love,

Your bouncy curls,

Glistening in the same sun,

That loves your melanin,

As much as I do.

I could forever talk about,

How God took Her time

To create you,

But I know you’d never believe me.

So I’ll just admire until you see.

I love your hair,

But most of all,

I love the mindset

Underneath your forever curls.

Zakkiyah Ibrahim is a poet and student living in Freetown, Sierra Leone