childhood myths

Last Tooth II

Third and Fourth

Muvs lost the third tooth during that delicate-butterfly age when you weren't quite sure if you were seven or eight years old. 

It happened at night, the losing of the tooth, while he munched his cereal. He squealed to himself. His eyes gleamed and sparkled, as he watched the tooth in his newly freed hand.  

He'd get to meet the spirit again. The friendstuff they'd do! 

Six months had passed since they last met. The most interesting encounter to have happened to the boy - so magical, so everything his daddy called nonsense. He'd liked the spirit, on the spot; how he'd fought to seem so scary, but wasn't, even with his half-eaten nose and long, rat mouth. He hadn't let Arataman know, anyway, that he liked him. All who've known he liked them, went away, or wouldn't like him in return. 

However, he had to wait to meet the spirit again. The clock had leaped past nine, and his daddy had come home, doors and gates bolted shut. And his mom cozied up on the couch, dozing off. He dared not wake her. 

Like gold or diamond, or love, he wrapped the tooth up in a clean piece of paper and kept it in the pocket over his heart. 

Next evening: "Arata tek yu rɔtin tit. Gi mi mi fayn tit" chanted the boy. He launched his offering to the rooftop. And he waited, lightly bouncing on his toes. 

A low rumble. A scratching noise. Then there he was, peering down from the roof, eyes like lakes of oil. 

The boy smiled at Arataman, flashing him his gaps. 

The collector smiled back, one of those smiles at war with the eyes. He took out a purse. He opened it, showed the boy his tooth amongst other teeth. It laid as any of its companions, pearl-white and small.  

But Muvs knew it as his, as you'd know your shadow, even if it clung to someone else. 

Then Arataman left. Disappeared into the fog. 

"But he promised." Sadness knifed the boy's chest. He looked down at the play cards he'd brought with him. He'd hoped Arataman would stay, set him on the roof, and they'd play and talk. At school, he was a misfit and sat alone in class and at lunchtime. At home, an only child. And his daddy was hardly around and, on days he was, he spoke only a few words to him, mostly Nonsense & Stop That, Naughty Boy. And his mom… his mom… sometimes, she loved him very much, but, most times, she didn't, and only shouted and scolded and cried about her life. Muvs had hoped the spirit would stay, you see, so he'd have a friend for a while. 

At the fourth tooth, his dream came true. 

This tooth had come out prematurely. It had only been loose for a few weeks. But the boy, on one late Saturday's afternoon, up from a nap, laid poking at it with his tongue. He poked too hard. He winced in pain. And he bled. Then the tooth dropped out. He stumbled off to his mom, hand on his mouth. 

"God. Just rinse," she told him upon seeing the blood. "Rinse with water." She leafed to the next page of her bible, her new-found love, paying no more heed to her son. 

And Muvs rinsed his mouth and cleaned up, and went out to his spot. He said the thing. Then sent a piece of himself upwards. 

The lonely roof grumbled, but not due to the stiff harmattan wind - he was coming, and there he was. Arataman displayed to the boy all teeth collected from him, safe and sound. Promise kept. He had almost disappeared again, when he heard it, a whisper, a plea, from the child. 

"Stay. Please, Mr. Arataman." 

In that whisper, the ancient collector heard pain, loneliness, and a longing to be held. Adults knew of their depression brought on by bills and failed love stories, mid-life crisis. But they all tend to forget of the storm and darkness that could creep on children, too. And even those who had once gone through that storm and darkness grew up only to forget. A harrowing thing. How would the broken children ever be understood, be held? How would the neglected ever be heard, and not called naughty? 

Arataman's promise to the kid had been to show him his lost teeth, and do friendstuff. A smile qualified as a friend-thing; a friend-thing you could do from afar. 

But the child needed more than just a smile. 

So, Arataman stayed. 

Next thing, zinc-sheets beneath Muvs boots. He staggered, finding his balance on the roof. 

Arataman stooped close by, petting pigeons. "You know: they forget me. I feed them today, they forget and run from me tomorrow," he said, idly. 

"Oh," said the boy. 

Arataman stretched, unfolded, and faced him. "What's up?" he said, odd, but ready to listen. 

And Muvs had much to say. 

He'd started a new year in school, and he hated it. He hated how he couldn't see the hills from the classroom, and daydream. And he hated how he was always alone. He hated how his classmates made fun of his ears and how when he'd report to the P.E teacher, Mr. Martins, he'd only say: Ah, baby Muvs, that's just school! He hated that Abdul, his best friend, had gone to a new school. And, sometimes, he wished to skip classes. Though not for all these things he hated. But for Aunty-Mrs. Neville. His headmistress and new class teacher. A short, stout woman, with a potato face and cherry-red cheeks everlastingly blushing.  

"She beats. Sneeze too hard, she beats you. Yawn, beats. She has a fat cane and fat arms. Sleep in class, beats. Cry for being beat, beats! I call her Aunty-Mrs. Neville the real devil. But I'm sure the devil takes notes from her! She tells us to call it pensol instead of pencil, beats us if we don't. I'm afraid of her. And she beat me so bad once cause I had no money to buy the meatballs she brings to class!" 

"And what did your parents do?" 

"Oh. Nothing." Pain echoed in his answer. "My mom only held me and cried. And told me daddy wasn't treating her right, and she was going to leave him. And went on and on about how the witches in her family will be happy now. And, daddy, he said I was lying. And he'd beat that lying out of me." 

Silence tarried between the boy and the collector. A dog barked, faint and far, at a passerby. 

Muvs continued his laments, as the diamond sun arched on towards the sea. He spoke so freely, but in his short stops here and there, his glancing of the spirit, waiting for a Shut Up, or a Nobody Cares, you could tell too many people had failed him, ignored him. 

And in the way conversations flowed, Arataman asked the boy after a while, "What do you love to do? Tell me about that." 

"Oh, I love this. Being here, on the roof, and being heard. I love reading books. And playing with puppy dogs. Climbing things. Um…and sweets, eating them! Not much I guess. You?" 

"Listen," said the spirit, hoping his words would ease the hurt budding in the boy. "I won't tell you life gets better. But someday you will experience the joy that surpasses all this pain you feel now and will ever feel. You might find it in the little things, like in a girl, or boy. In a book. In a movie that breaks and mends your heart. You may be stuck here for a while, with horrid parents and teachers and friends, all growing pains. But there is so much you are yet to meet. Much more to the world. All these things you love, you are going to love some more. It will not be like this forever. Hang in there, my friend." 

Muvs, only eight years old, listened and, young as he was, understood. "Mr. Arataman, I don't know what to say." 

"Remember that." 

And so the friends lazed beside each other, chattered and bonded over childish talks, as they looked up at the pinking clouds. 

  Victor Osman Forna is a writer and poet based in Freetown, Sierra Leone.

  

Last Tooth (Part I )

First Tooth 

"Arata tek yu rɔtin tit. Gi mi mi fayn tit…" 

Six. That was the boy's age, when he lost his first tooth. 

His mom stood by him, breathing through a smile. "Sɛn am ɔp di pan, Muvs." She gestured towards the dust-covered roof. A couple of birds, pigeons, idled there like madmen. 

Muvs looked down at the tooth on his palm, lips pursed. "Do I have to?" His gum had let go of the tooth, but his heart, infantile, innocent, still held on. 

"Yep. Wanna get bad teeth like daddy?" 

That image of daddy's brown and crooked teeth struck hard enough to cut any attachment the boy had with the tooth. "Yuck!" he said. And he flung the tooth to its graveyard, or heaven, of zinc-sheets and rooftop things. It landed with a dull clank, scaring away the pigeons. 

Second 

Trying to climb a tree, the boy had fallen and broke his wrist. So, when his second tooth came out, about a year after the first, his left hand hung in a cast, his mom not pleased with him. 

He showed her the tooth. 

Not looking his way twice, she said, "You know what to do." 

Sun but a murmur in the sky, shadows about, Muvs strode alone into the chilled and quiet dusk.

And he said the thing: Arata tek yu rɔtin tit. Gi mi mi fayn tit.  

He glanced at the tooth he must discard - how lonely it laid on his palm. How much lonelier it'd lay on the roof the September rains must've cleansed by now. He couldn't do that to his tooth. Cast it into desolation. He placed it in his pocket. There and then, Muvs made up his mind to keep all his teeth, maybe in a mason jar under his bed, where they'd never need to be alone. Just like the ones in his mouth. A family. 

The evening breeze breathed about him, cooling him. He lifted his foot, to return into the warmth of home, but… but… he didn't. He couldn't. He tried again. He stood transfixed. Not a muscle could he move, or twitch. He rose off the ground, floating, like aliens in their spaceships had come for him. 

But Muvs' abduction didn't take him far into the cosmos. It stopped above his house. There, the boy hovered for a moment. Then they let him drop on the roof, unfrozen and struggling for balance. 

But they wasn't they. The boy's abductor was no alien - not as those in the movies, anyway. But he also looked strange and grotesque, towering on the roof. "I am Arataman," he said, dragging slender, black fingers along his whiskers. "Ancient Collector. You have a thing of mine, boy." Speaker was a rat, but also a man, six foot tall and thin. He'd pass as a giant rag doll stitched together on a gloomy Sunday. 

"You really real? Cool," said the boy, brushing past the spirit. He'd thought Arataman was one of those stories his mom told, which you chose to believe in today and not tomorrow and maybe believe in again next week. The boy dashed to the edge of the roof, looked below, then into the distance, at the houses jotting from the tumbling hills. The sparrows flying home. "I've ALWAYS wanted to be here, on the roof!" 

"Give me the tooth, boy…" 

"Nope." 

"Why?" asked Arataman, a faint squeak in his growl. 

"Because..." Muvs' eyes darted around, taking in the view: the skyline, the ocean, the shacks at Cockle Bay, the settling shadows. "I'm going to keep them. Brothers in a jar." 

"Do you not know what I could do? If you refuse to give over your tooth, boy? I could give you horrid teeth. Like your daddy's. Brown. And black. And crooked. And you would never dare smile again. And you would have no friends. And you would live alone. Or maybe I should just eat you, for insolence!" 

"Oh please," said Muvs, unmoved. He turned around, his eyes made four with the spirit's. "I know why daddy's teeth are bad. I heard mom say it's those cigarette things he smokes. It has nothing to do with you, Mr. Arataman. Don't fool yourself." Then he added, "and I don't even have friends so…" 

"Are you not afraid of me, boy?" 

Muvs chuckled, running his fingers over Arataman's outfit: a gown with all the colours of oil in water, which blossomed to the heels. "Hm-hmm." 

"Why?" 

"I don't really know," Muvs said, but he knew; Arataman seemed a mean, tall teacher, who wasn't quite mean once you got to know him. "You have funny ears. Anyone told you, Mr. Arataman? I’ve got funny ears too, the boys in school say." 

"No one has said," Arataman answered. 

Muvs didn't hear him. He thought of his mom, as he walked off and lodged in a corner. Could she hear him on the roof? She'd have come out if she did. Did she worry he'd taken long in the whipping cold? And he thought of his daddy, too; had he returned home? He always came late these days. Would daddy cane him if he met him on the roof, as he had done when he'd fallen seeking plum? 

"What's your name?" The strange collector slumped next to the brooding boy. 

"Muvah. Mom calls me Muvs. My best friend Abdul did too." 

"I thought you said you had no friends."  

"Had friends when Abdul was still at my school, but he goes to a new school now. And all the boys stopped talking to me when he left, even Aiyu and Tareq. They say I'm not funny, and cool, and smart. Not like Abdul. I'm wired, they say." 

"Weird," Arataman corrected. "Give me the tooth, and when I come by next time, Muvs, I will show it to you. And you'd see I keep all teeth safe. Give me the tooth and I will even be your friend." 

A glint in the boy's gaze. "We'll do friendstuff?" 

"Sure." 

"Why do you want them so badly, anyway?" 

"To live, boy." Rat pinched his lower lip. "Just as you need air, I need teeth to live." 

"Now that's wired, Mr. Arataman." 

"That's just how the universe has forged it. As I can only walk from roof to roof, come only on a summon, I need the essence in children’s teeth to live. Why do you want to keep yours?" 

"Just didn't want it to feel as lonely as I do sometimes, on the roof." Muvs closed his eyes. "But okay. Here." He dug in his pocket for the tooth, handed it to the collector. His face softened. "Let's shake hands on it. That you'll always keep them safe, my teeth, and with friends. And you'd show them to me when you come back around." Spit flew from his mouth, landing on his palm. 

Arataman did the same. "Till the next losing." 

Then they shook on that.

When the boy let go of Arataman's hand, he found himself back on the ground, beside the white flower-pots before you entered the house. Like he'd never been abducted by not-aliens. He hurried inside, faster than his mom could say, "Muvs, bring yusɛf ya!" 

Victor Forna is a poet and writer from Freetown, Sierra Leone.